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Wednesday, June 8, 2011

A new era of madness

2010 was the year depression and anxiety dominated me. it, at times got overwhelming. this piece describes that level of intensity as well as my first real panic attack

my darkness

emotion chokes me for breath, sadness consumes me.
 holding on to a bittersweet smile as these walls cave in.
 faint whimpers fade to black with every bead of sweat.
 im living a dream of nightmarish reality from which i may not wake. 
the thoughts are like poison turning my blood cold. 
they tell me its fine and i'll be ok but their words carry no weight, for this war is mine, this demon i must slay 
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